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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Yvonne Ngan Birthday: 7/23/1984 Gender: Female Interests: make friends, go to the beach, have fun Occupation: Technical Assistant Message: message me Member Since: 8/9/2003

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Back from a relaxing and fulfilling short trip...

Just came back from a short getaway. I had been looking forward for this trip for a very long time to get away from all the stress that had built up from work and other aspects of life. But due to the workload and other issues, I only managed to go for the trip only now.

I went to a place somewhere near, Bintan, but out of the country and away from everything that I want to run away from to sort out my mind and thinking. I just wanted to go somewhere to relax both physically and mentally. With my best buddies around, although not all of them were there and they never fail to entertain and cheer me up whenever I am feeling down.

I had some quiet time alone during the trip, sitting in the bar, thinking about a aspects of life. The life that I am leading and some self-reflections. I will say that this is indeed a very fulfilling trip. Hopefully, the sorting out of my thoughts help in a way in dealing with work and obstacles in life.

Bintan is a really wonderful place to a getaway. Out of the city area, with beaches, sea, nature and most importantly QUIET!!! It is really a peaceful place to go and nobody will disturb you when you just want to be quiet. I won't say the things there are cheap as it is still a tourists' area, but they are reasonable. Where can you find such place in Singapore? Everywhere you go in Singapore is just the same. You bound to meet someone that you know in the streets and the streets are always busy. The beaches in Singapore are also crowded all the time unless you go on a weekday and off school holiday.

It is really wonderful to be back fresh and hoping for the better!

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

WHO AM I?!?!?!

I am always wondering this few days and even since last week...

Who am I? Do I really know myself? Do I really know what I want? Who was I? Am I really happy now? Am I doing the right thing or nt?

These are the questions I repeatedly ask myself this few days.

First thing, I have never regreted going into architecture. But in turn, I grew to like architecture. After doing this for 2 years, I came to realise that I don't know whether whatever that I learn in the very beginning is right or nt. At the very beginning, my mentor told me to ask questions no matter big or small or even it is just a stupid question, when in doubt just ask. But today I found that asking question is WRONG!!! Pointing out others' mistake is also WRONG!!!

I really dont know what to do!!! They are telling me that I have a bit of attitude problem. I admit it as well that I get a bit loud sometimes and I am straight forward. TOO STRIGHTFORWARD! To an extend that some people cannot take it. I am sorry to whoever that I have been loud with and those whom I am too straightforward to. I AM SINCERELY SORRY!!!

I hv come to a point of time that I am really tired. Mentally tired!!!

I am not stress over the job. But stress over something that is not necessary to be stress about!

I am stress about my aunt J.

I am stress bcoz I am J's niece. Whenever I hear this sentence"Bcoz I am J's niece!" I feel super stress.

Shld I be stress about that? Just bcoz we work in the same company? I really start to wonder.

I hear this 1 a year ago and now again! I really hate hearing this coz there is this stress that builds up in me till I am not able to breathe anymore. Shld I be somebody who complains to the bosses a lot? I really cant bring myself to do that. Bcoz that is not me. Juz bcoz I dun complain to the bosses, whenever people complains about me the bosses will take it as they dun tell me coz I am J's niece. Is that fair to me?

Shld I really sit down and talk to the bosses about it? Shld I tell the bosses what really happened as they only hear 1 side of the story now? Or shld I just keep quiet and let it be? I really dont know!!!

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

UPDATE!!!

Think I have to do some updating here, since my last update is in January.

Have been busy with work and some other things as well.

My life hadn’t change that much as most of the time I am always busy working. I only managed to give myself a break in May and make a trip to Taiwan, a place I have longed for, for a week with my friend and my cousin. We did a lot of shopping and site seeing. We visited Keelung and Yehliu as well. We ate a lot of things and tried a lot of things. We also managed to meet up with Sky, a friend in Poly who moved to Taiwan after graduation to build up his dream and career. He is there for 3 years already and still counting. We really hope that his dream will really come true as he is really working very hard for it. Sky, Jia you. We had dinner and a lot of catching up. We also went to the KTV together and it had been 3 years since we went KTV with Sky. We really enjoyed ourselves a lot. We also visited one of the pubs there where a lot of experienced singers sing there. It is really a awesome place to visit and with awesome atmosphere.

After I came back from Taiwan, it is another busy time working. And recently, I had my wisdom tooth pulled out and spent a bomb on that. Sigh~

Think that’s about it. Will try to update more often..

Below are some of the photos taken in Taiwan...

Rita, Sky, Me in KTV

Rita and me outside GTV before the recording

Rita and me in the bus on the way to Yehliu

The three of us with the diving performers in Ocean World in Yehliu

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

My Life In The Past One Month

After leaving school and went into the working life, everyday is work, work and work. Nothing but work. It had been boring until Xmas last Dec. I went to Australia for a week holiday and I don't have to pay a single cent except for the trip. It is a company annual trip and the only things I have to pay is food and shopping during our free and easy days.

Didn't really do much shopping for myself but help friends and buying soveniors for my family members and friends. I think most of the money I spent on myself is on food.

Will post some pics that were taken in Australia, Perth when I find the time and get them sorted out.

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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

LIFE IS SO WEAK....

Life is so weak. Half a year ago Benson, a professional photographer who promise to be my photographer on my wedding day, is still healthy and jumping. But now, perished.

Benson had been a really good friend throughout the 6 years of events life I had. We always joke and play like nobody's business and we really enjoy working together. We were supposed to work together again last Friday night. But there arrive a shocking news that on his way to the location, he got stroke in his car and was sent to the hospital. Then on Sunday, Frankie called me and inform me that Benson was brain-dead. Then today another shocking news that he passed away yesterday.

There goes another friend. I will really miss him man. Missing all his jokes and laughter. It is really nice to know him over the last 6 years.

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